I officially can't enjoy destruction and mayhem any more.

All I could think of was how terrified everyone on the train must have been.

And then the anguished wailing of the trucker afterward made my heart ache. He's likely still paying off the high-interest loan he took out to buy the tractor. He's responsible for all those cars. Insurance is probably not going to cover any of it. He's going to be sued by multiple parties. His life is literally ruined.

I'm just too old.